17.4.2011
Jammu
We reached Jammu today. From Amritsar.
Our trip was Kolkata-Kanyakumari-Kashmir. We have reached Kashmir.
Instinctively, as soon as we reached Jammu, I opened the map.
We have travelled a long distance indeed! From a human habitation called Kolkata, we crawled all the way to Kanyakumari. Now we are in Kashmir ! We have travelled 10,560 kms.
Like ants we crawled. Like ants we struggled.
Why did I make this trip? I still don’t know.
What have I learnt? I still don’t know.
Where have I reached? I have no idea.
The people I met in this long journey are the same people I meet in Kolkata everyday. Different language, different attire, different climate. But they are similar.
Nature makes them similar. Same people. Same animals.
Nature.
Incomplete? Still in the process of evolution and inching towards perfection?
That is a lie, a dream.
Or a hope, which will never come true.
Nature has created hunger, jealousy , hatred, ambition, treachery, incomplete human beings.
Then why should we love/respect nature? And criticize our fellow sufferers? Put the blame on others?
Only those gods are revered who fulfill ones desires – desires to make more money, to have babies, to see the wife/husband die and replaced by the lover, to see the enemy subjugated.
Gods, who do not pamper human greed, are not pampered. Vaishno Devi, Tirupati and so many god’s abodes we have trampled upon told us the same story.
Praying is greed.
(Vivekananda had refused to pray, to beg. )
Why do we talk? One upmanship? To forget boredom? To seek care?
Isn’t seeking of love desperate seeking of care for self?
And what is pleasure?
Isn’t it prolongation of pain by survival, procreation?
Death.
Nothing ends in death. The greed continues.
Our journey continues.
(all phones are jammed here. the mail is on.)